happy.

I am happy.

Let me be honest, over a year ago I probably couldn't tell you that without lying to your face. (Then in reality you would tell I was lying because I'm an awful liar; then you would ask me if I was okay and then I would start crying.)

Even though I never really discussed my disappointment with my life at the time and situation I was in on my blog. It was real, dark, and I was completely dragged down by my own mind and emotions.

It was a stressful, ugly, and long part in my life that I really don't want to experience again. I didn't feel like me.

Your mind is a powerful thing, like they say. It can so easily break you down to your rawest self, but it's THE ONLY thing that will get you to your highest high. I knew I was in a horrible spot, and felt like the last 2 years were a continuous downward spiral that I was never getting out of.

 But I finally faced my inner demons.

There's one thing I know about myself, I will change things no matter how much change sucks if i have to. I'll just do it and half the time I don't know how I do it.

And now after making myself change things I can say that I am happy.

Happy with my life.

Happy with my love.

Happy with my job.

Happy with my bangs.

Just happy.

Happy is a good place to be so let's stay here for awhile why don't we.

And now I feel like this little lady every morning.