thoughts on this cinco de mayo!

Hello, we are awesome.

Happy Cinco de Mayo lovies!

Us Advertising gals at the Art Institute of Awesomeness and Other Such Things threw together a little Cinco de Mayo potluck shindig!

Amy, our hostess went all out and did such a great job of decorating her apartment for the festivities, and even provided party favors for all of us.

Touche Amy!

here's what's been brewing in my mind lately:

Sometimes when I don't want to do my hair and it looks a mess (like it's meant to look this way), I some how convince myself that if I only dress cuter that my whole ensemble will counterbalance itself.

Is this okay? Or just lazy? Both?

Silence honestly freaks me out, can't fall asleep, can't do homework, can't read. 

I think this might be a problem.

Don't you hate it when you go somewhere and you feel like everyone is staring at you?

Why are you looking at me?

Then I get this complex that I'm running around with something stuck in my teeth or have toilet paper streaming from my heels without me knowing.

Oh gosh please let it not be that.

So I drove out of a parking lot the other day and saw dead duck that was ran over by a car, worst part was when I was attempting to not drive over him myself, I saw his little webbed foot waving straight up and high in the air.

Making me think he might have been telling the car that ran him over to stop.

Poor Donald.

Sometimes I question my thought process.

I end up in the weirdest places, and the worst part is when I say them out loud.

I am hoping this a normal trait.

Lately, a lot actually, I have been really envious of peoples' lives.

And it kind of makes me upset.

I tend to dwell and dwell on the fact that I'm not living a life like theirs, blah blah blah. woe is me.

But I think I need to realize that maybe someone out there is envious of the life I live?

Even if they don't, I need to embrace and love the life I'm living and stop trying to live through others.